Hello World!

Finally!
I am here with a new blog, a new blog post. I have another one too - http://abhishekgecu.blogspot.com which has some random stuff including some of the best that I have ever written, particularly this - http://abhishekgecu.blogspot.com/search/label/Shades%20of%20Pschyedelia.

So why the new blog then, when I already have one which currently enjoys an IndiRank of despite being dormant since God-knows-when? The answer is simple and yet complex. I have this pressing feeling that I'm a different person now, much different than what I used to be. And strangely, I still feel that parts of me, certain things about me are just the same. I guess this is something which happens to all of us but I admit this process isn't proving to be too comfortable for me. It gives rise to constant turmoil, chaos and upheaval in my head and my heart. This blog will be an attempt at documenting all of that and more.

Now for the question about the name. I'm cent percent sure that I'm a cynic to the core, but a very different kind of one at that. I say this because there have been very very few occasions when I have lost hope even in the face of the most impending of problems and issues but still I am never sure I'll be able to achieve something or even do something very basic. You would say that is under-confidence but wait... this holds true for other things too. I'm never sure India is going to win a cricket series against the once-mighty, now-pathetic Aussies at home. God knows what's up with my head! I guess this also explains the central paradox that resides comfortably in a large portion of my cranium and gives rise to many other related ones.

So here's a disclaimer-cum-warning: You will seldom find posts in this blog which will cheer you up or give you hope. There will be lots of posts which would seem to be written when the author was drunk on the elixir of pessimism.

If you can relate to the bullshit you read above, do keep coming back.